you never really understand a person until you ... climb into his skin and walk around in it.

neat.

Roughly 14 days to my prelims..

and about 2 more months to my o levels. =)

WHEE.

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! *waves flag*

look at my blog. it is dead. shall leave it as it is. =)

ITS THE TIME! june hols is officially OVER for me.

oh wells, i cant say i am not satisfied with what i did.. at least i thought i did my best for at least, 4 subjects?

its the time again for me to reflect and reconsider my attitude towards school and studies and stuff..

roughly four more months to go until i get screwed.. live these four months with depressing thoughts and painful memories?

nah, that would be pure torture.. =)

let me live it with a positive attitude bah! i only have one chance.. so let me enjoy it! (hopefully =|)




hmm..

it has been some time since i last post a video ler.. so.. what video lei?

okay lar.. i post a OLD song.. =)

> four minutes /madonna featuring justin timberlake.. enjoy!



well.. i gotta say for a nearing 50 yr old lady.. she is hot. =D

hahas! and justin looks cute too! =P

haiz.. what has gotten into my head.. gosh.

there is this one thing about screamos that i dont understand..

after blasting it into your ears, you can stone, expressionless for.. at least ten minutes..

you cant think and dont feel like reacting..

which is what i probably need now..

with loads of love~

father's day is coming.. and my dad is complaining that my sis and i are not putting enough effort to prepare for father's day compared to preparing for mother's day..

dear dad, its practically father's day every single day.. so.. preparing for mother's day is a more important thing right?

LOLS..

watched made of honour today! and its pretty ridiculous since there are only four ppl in the cinema, including me of course.. =) well, i didnt watch it alone.. ^^

okay.. i sort of thought of a remix and change of lyrics for jj lin's 会有那么一天 and thought it might be quite funny to post it here.. here goes..

一九四三，世界大战
ah ma 年轻的时候
爷爷爱她那么多
他们感情很深

当时爷爷，身负重任
就在离乡的那夜
给了ah ma 一个吻
轻声说道

(tune of kiss goodbye chorus)
每一次和你分开，真得不舍得离开
但你要相信我们之间的爱永远存在
这次我说声goodbye， 希望你能明白
我对你的爱永远无所不在

夕阳西下，鸟儿回家
ah ma 躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫
眼神却很温柔

看着爷爷， 湿透的眼
握着他粗燥的手
ah ma 泪水开始流
轻声说道

(also tune of kiss goodbye chorus)
这次我kiss you goodbye, 也可能不再回来
但你要记得我们在一起的机会还在
虽然我必须离开，你一定要看开
我们还可以在那花园享受彼此的爱

wells.. i think the original one sounds nicer though.. >.<

WILL TRY MY BEST NEXT TIME! =D

._.

if only i could, i will choose not to care, not to reply, not to bother you. cause whatever i do, there is something for you to say about it. i tried not to care, not to reply, not to bother you.. but i just cant. stop.scolding.me

whee.. like any other wonderful splendid day..


ho-hum

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!





my grandma will be going for an operation in june.. and after her operation, she will not be able to do housework for about 2 months.. so i will be helping out.. =)

yawns~



i am so bored nowadays.. cant wait for june hols..

-back to emoing!-

no i dont want to do any chinese jian bao.

dont force me.

bu jiao jiu bu jiao. BLEAHS. =)

(now i feel better..)

yay good news!

THE VIRUS IN MY COM IS OFFICIALLY GONE! whoa!! my laptop is finally functioning at a faster speed.. xD



SO GLAD!!

nothing is really happening nowadays.. hmm.. maybe except that there is something going on in eighteen chefs lar..


BAHH


june hols is here soon!!! xD three more weeks and is june hols!!!

but must be prepared for more revision..



HAIYA SIAN

i have enough of revision ler.. i dont want to touch chem.. i hate chem. ARGHHH.

wa! so long never blog ler.

okay. all thanks to peiwei (who actually got curious of what i said about the world ending in year 2012), i manage to get more 'concrete' evidence to why the world will end at 2012..

unfortunately.. there is nothing about the black hole in the link.. BUT.. you can still find it i think.. O.O

if you are interested.. go to this link.. http://nahdek.blogspot.com/2008/02/will-earth-meat-its-end-by-2012.html

=)

wells.. if you are lazy.. you can continue reading this post to find out more.. WAHAHAHAHA..

_________________________________

if you type "is the world ending in year 2012" into the search engine of google.com, you will find a whole lot of links.. so of course.. without thinking.. i clicked wikipedia.. and.. "WHOOSH".. like a whole lot of things out..

there are actually A LOT of books and songs written to say that we will all die in year 2012.. books like "2012: The War For Souls" by Whitley Strieber.. and A LOT A LOT of songs on december 21, 2012.. its like too many for me to type.. O.O

if you watched I Am Legend.. those events happening there will happen in 2012.. there are also some shows that sort of predict major events happening in 2012.. around december.. that will affect the world greatly.. ohh.. the 'x-files' say aliens will invade our earth at year 2012.. O.O wow..

also also.. there are like dunno how many games saying that those heros or whatever will die at 2012..

okay okay..

enough of all this..

now for the facts (?)

the most convincing reason to why would the earth end at year 2012 is most probably due to the end of the Maya Calendar's Long Count.. and what is the Maya calendar? please go and search if you wanna noe.. coz i lazy to type the explanation here.. =P

also.. the stuff about polar shifting? it is like totally possible la.. like the north becomes south and the south becomes north.. SHEESH.. imagine that happening.. why would it happen? scientific research shows that the earth is rotating in the opposite way with some unknown disaster that will somehow happen at the year whereby the two poles switch place..

extracted from some website.. the reasons to why the poles will change places..

1. With clock-like regularity, sudden reversals and pole shifts are natural to the Earth. The result is worldwide destruction, and is supported by paleo-magnetic evidence and early manuscripts.
2. The reversal of the poles is attributed to the harmonic cycle of the magnetic fields of the sun.
3. Polar reversals can be calculated precisely on the basis of the sunspot cycle theory or the magnetic field theory, which the Maya and the Old Egyptians were privy to. These secrets are contained in the Labyrinth of Hawara, a huge complex consisting of three thousand rooms.

O.O

"The earth will be subjected to total destruction. It will be many times worse than my description. Terrible hunger, cold and pain, and more will rule your daily life: without hope of a quick recovery, because all knowledge and resources will have been completely destroyed. That will be the reality of your daily life after the forthcoming polar reversal. And it is in this scenario you will have to try to survive. "

hmm..

i might be too obsessed with this thing or maybe i am too extreme.. wells.. maybe maybe maybe.. there will be this miracle that stops all this from happening..

HELLO.. I DONT WANNA DIE AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE..

if i am able to see what will happen in the future.. and if we are all going to die in year 2012, i will just quit school now and do a lot of weird and ridiculous things..

heh heh..

in conclusion.. the world may end at year 2012.. i wonder how the world will look like by then.. =P


(i am just wondering to myself.. do you all realise that these few days.. the weather is changing like crazy? it can be super hot in the morning.. and suddenly a downpour in the afternoon.. and back to the hot weather in the late afternoon.. and rain in the evening? ZOMG!)

_FREAKED OUT_

BEFORE I TYPE ANYTHING.....

please enjoy.. ^^ (i noe its old.. but.. nvm la hor.. heehee)

>written in the stars


NICE RIGHT? although its old.. but still.. good things are never too old! WHOA!

***

haiz.. actually i was thinking of typing a essay on how much i hated my sis's tuition tcher.. but i decided not to and focus on my homework instead..


BAHHH



i so guai.. ^.^

its april fool's tomorrow! WHOA!

so many things happened today la.

=|

mr ng and mrs phua came in to class to talk about the missing sulphuric acid.. hmm.. so this is what they talked about last wednesday.. =| well.. mr ng was right.. if we choose to acheive as a class.. we should pressurize the naughty ones.. if not we can never improve..

i just pray hard everyday.. that marcus will stop seating beside me and even if he is not, he should keep his big fat mouth shut.

ARGH

at the rate he is annoying me.. i will most probably kill him and tear him apart..



in my dream, of course. =)

(ahhh.. that was lame..)



and leonard & jintao (the autistic boy in my class) fought..

and this time.. its really NOT leonard's fault.. jintao ripped his pocket off..

and when i return back to class after knowing it.. i saw jintao's pathetic state.. he still dare to say that he thinks he still can fight better..

obviously..

he is going to get bruises..

OH GOD.. leonard's so screwed.. i pity him..

you know.. sometimes.. it is really not leonard/jiannan/marcus's fault.. but the tchers will usually/normally.. no.. ALWAYS.. side with jintao.. just because he is autistic..

autistic? so what? he is 16 yrs old.. and he is really quite sensible sometimes.. isnt it clear to tchers that he was the one who wanted to pick a fight..

and c'mon.. he cant win those guys.. sheesh..


and and and.. i realise that i am seriously doom for chem spa.. i dunno.. just have this feeling..

i hope i am wrong.. =)












YAY!

i am in love once again!
















izzit too soon to love again?



nopes..















it is never too soon to be in love again..

AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!















but this time.. i will tell you what i am in love with..











COTTON CANDIES!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!


i saw like one whole row of different coloured cotton candies at the pasar malam( is this how you spell it?) CAN???????

ZOMG..

i took like dunno how many pics.. IT IS SO NICE LAR!!!!

even though i dont really think its going to help me in my diet.. i just LOVE the colours can!!!



how do they even make purple coloured cotton candies??? i didnt realise it until now.. but cotton candies are REALLY PRETTY.. gosh.. its like the prettiest thing.. my friend told me GREASY taiwan sausages are usually the only pretty babes in the place but.. believe me.. cotton candies win without a doubt can..

ZOMG..

how i wish i can upload the pictures of the cotton candies i took.. >.< but this only mean that i have to reservice my phone after the uploading..






i love my phone.. except for this.. =|



COTTON CANDIES! LOVE EM! XD




yay i am in love with cotton candies! xD
















rarrr.. i cant stop thinking about cotton candies now.. i am OBSESSED with it.. argh.. cotton candy is my one true love..

AWWW..


okay.. i guess i have to continue studying for my chem spa if i wanna pass.. T.T wish me luck! yay!

march hols.. its over!

lols.. happy or sad lei? i think both bahh..

happy because i can see my friends again..

sad.. also for the same reason..

NOO!!!i want my lucky luck luck back!! i dont wanna be stuck in this severe case of unluckiness.. =(

someone once told me.. ' if you are happy in your heart, you will look happy on your face'

i am sure i look like some face that underwent a plastic surgery gone wrong.. -.-

see! even my english is... haiz.. why isnt there a singlish paper? then at least i can confirm a A1 in my cert..

haiz..




God, please let me smile once more..





yawns! although its like going to be 8.. i shall go and sleep..

so at least i can drown my sorrows in my dreams.. =/












[ 4Absolut. we wanted nothing more, nothing less. couldnt you all idiots just give us what we want? screamings, yellings.. damn all of you]

CAN I PLEASE KILL THE RINGLING BROTHERS.. OR WHOEVER IS THE STUPID DUMB*SS WHO ABUSE ELEPHANTS..


i swear.. not to watch any performances on animals and their performances..















not even the one in singapore zoological gardens..

i am not sure whether the videos in PETA were real.. but.. it made me speechless for fifteen minutes..

WAD THE HECK..

i sincerely hope that before they die.. they can be tortured by those hooks that they use to torture the elephants.. and get their teeth torn out of their stupid blo*dy mouth..

or maybe.. they could get their legs stepped on by the elephants.. and perform stupid stunts while limping..

may they die a terrible death..
















will i be caught for writing all these? sheesh.. okay.. i hope i am not caught..

WE MUST BAN ANIMAL CIRCUS.. BAN THEM.. DEMOLISH THEM.. no.. DESTROY THEM..

wad rights do those stupid trainers have anyway.. HUH HUH HUH???







ARGH..


i am getting more and more pissed of with this kind of inconsiderate ppl.. RARR..




(bahh.. actually.. who cares.. we are all gonna die anyways..)

ok no.. i cant think that way..

GET RID OF ALL THE STUPID INCONSIDERATE PPL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>=(

I LOVE DUNMAN HIGH..







































to some extent..

yea.. i believe every kid in singapore has something that they dislike of their school.. after all.. singapore IS famous for its ability to complain so excellently..

ya ya.. so what if dunman high is an ip school.. so what if it is the top 5 school.. HO-HUM.. still.. there are SOME REJECTS (like me) who have to stay in the school and spoil the goody-goody-good image of the school..

before i continue.. i have to say that this is solely MY POINT OF VIEW.. and i noe there is a possibility that my blog will be discovered by the school.. so.. i am just saying this coz i cant keep it inside any longer.. ya.. SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO IS INVOLVE IN THIS.. POST.. lols.. pardon me for my grammer and vocab!















of course.. i dont regret going in to dunman high..

i can remember when i got my psle score, i was immediately thinking of going to dunman high.. i mean.. why wont someone not go to dunman high? the promises.. the upgrading.. the wonderful teachers.. and of course.. the O level scores that the last batches of DHS students got.. its almost an offer impossible to resist..

i said ALMOST..

yea i did think of the stress i am putting myself into.. i also thought of the high expectations my parents will give me..

but WAD THE HECK..

i will be the only one in both my father's side and mother's side to enter such a fantastic school.. i mean.. why not just go for it?



well.. until now.. i believe my choice isnt wrong..

mr sng (principal) is realli great.. he is a very humble guy.. even when i met he and his family at eastpoint mall.. he will still wave to me and smile.. even though he is a principal of my school.. and thats realli cool..

mr fong (former vice-principal) is realli great as well.. knowing that i went to 3A ( o level class ), he gave me lots of encouragement whenever he sees me in school.. sadly.. he is no longer the vice-principal.. SHEESH..

mr loh.. ( vice-principal) even though he never realli talk to me.. he says hi and acknowledges my humble bows and waves..

and some other great teachers that i dont think i will mention it.. i was intending to make this short and sweet.. okay.. not realli SWEET.. oh wells..



but.. tsk.. since sec3 until now.. i got this strong feeling inside me.. how should i put it.. hmmmm.. ok.. you can say i am shocked..

i am shocked because.. i thought and i wished that teachers will encourage us.. meaning my class.. to strive as much as we possibly can instead of just scolding us and tell us how lousy we are every single time he/she steps into the classroom..

but i was wrong lar.. obviously..

i cannot deny that we are in the fault as well.. i cannot deny that.. (being a member of my class.. it is a DUH thing that i will be prejudiced.. yea.. just trying to show my perspective here..)

however.. as teachers.. i believe they have the right to give us the respect we need..

why?

coz firstly..

IF we are able to come into dunman high.. HOW LOUSY CAN WE GET? hello? the cut off point that year was like 257??? thats quite high you noe.. so.. no matter how slack we can be.. dont you think we are.. uhm.. "save-able"? (yea my english sucks)

secondly..

i believe every kid like us can be nurtured through consistent care and concern from our seniors and even peers.. yea.. WE ARE TRYING TO BE GOOD KIDS..

believe me.. we are..

but there are still ppl/teachers who stereotypes us and strongly believes that we wont turn good.. and even if we do.. it can never be as good as some other model students..


one thing is for sure..

NO ONE IS PERFECT.. even the model students..


i seriously DETEST and FELT DISGUSTED when a certain teacher compares some role model in our class who gets super high marks with another student in our class whom he/she thinks slacks a lot.. as he/she can see from the student's results..

uh-huh.. ya ya.. WADEVER MAN..

hurhur.. i am sorry.. but to me.. and i believe to dunman high.. a student's results are not particularly the only thing that you need to succeed..

okay.. so that role model got all A1s.. but how good is his/her character? he/she is basically very selfish, arrogant and unfriendly..

sad to say.. i doubt any teachers believe me.. =(

what about the 'slack' one.. he/she is kind.. caring.. noes how to treat pets.. friendly.. helpful.. loyal.. and brave..

so the 'slack' one is inferior la? YA I SUPPOSE SO HOR..

yes.. you can argue that i should be realistic and that results are still the thing that counts..

HOW YOU NOE THAT WE ARE NOT TRYING? well.. i am.. i am trying my best..

and also..

we have ears.. we noe that we are lousy.. we noe that we suck.. we noe that we might fail our os or wadever.. blah blah blah.. yes we noe.. why do you have to repeat it over and over again???

like we dont already understand??


ONE THING I HAVE TO STATE IT CLEAR..

regardless of whether we want it or not.. i believe everyone in my class felt that they are inferior to the ip/dhp students..

why?

because we are a group of students who will not follow the dhp programme and stay with the school for 6 years..

to us.. we feel inferior.. we feel discriminated..

i think if i am a teacher.. i should motivated that group of kids.. to encourage them not to give up.. to tell them that they are extraordinary ppl that will prove extraordinary results and show the school that they are the best damn class in dhs's history..

those kind of words of encouragement would be a type of vitamin that i will be glad to take in everyday..

since our pride has sort of being demolished.. being teachers.. i think they should start building our confidence up..

scolding.does.not.work.

some teachers have been scolding us since sec3.. until now.. and since it is not working.. why dont they just change a strategy???

scolding doesnt realli work for some of us.. if only those teachers could understand.. the more they scold.. the more rebellion some students can get..

i mean.. they could think.. 'i already think i am so lousy.. even the teachers think so.. then.. maybe i realli AM lousy..' and ta-dahhh..

what i realli want and expect is not a lot.. just MORE ENCOURAGEMENT.. and giving us MORE MOTIVATION..



after all.. we will feel even more guilty if we score poorly for a subject whereby the teacher encourages us than for a subject whereby the teacher thinks we are pieces of trash.. true?

so why not? its just a few months to go.. (i am saying all this not only for myself.. i realli thinks that some ppl in our class needs the encouragement)

if you realli hate us so much.. can you just bear with it until after o levels? and besides.. how you noe we dont like you? LOL.. (that doesnt make sense.. but who cares.. xD)

















ok.. I AM PREPARED TO BE QUESTIONED BY ANY STAFF OF DHS AS I KNOW THAT SOME TEACHER MIGHT BE READING MY BLOG NOW AND THINKING THAT I AM WRITING A LOAD OF CRAP..

MAYBE I AM WRITING A LOAD OF CRAP BUT DEAR TEACHER.. IF YOU ARE READING.. I HOPE YOU CAN REALISE THAT I AM JUST TRYING TO EXPRESS MYSELF THROUGH BLOGGING AND I AM JUST TRYING TO HELP MYSELF TO CALM DOWN AND NOT DO ANY WEIRD OR ERRACTIC ACTIONS..

I HOPE, DEAR TEACHER, THAT YOU WILL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND ALSO HOPE THAT YOU ENJOYED READING THIS POST..

if there are any grammatical mistakes.. pls feel free to tag at the tagboard on the right.. thank you..

=)

so long never blog ler.. =)

ive grown! it has been a while since i post. ever since then till now, ive grown.

so many things happened lar. like some twister.. just 'zoom' past, taking everything i have with me. ok, almost everything.

yea.. so ive gotten top for maths test.. more tuition friends.. so wad? zzz.. something is definitely missing..

HMM.. i wonder what..

no mood to type.. most probably.. ending my blog ler..

yea. the end.

haha! first post for my new blog! whoa! arghh.. actually i got a lot to post.. but so addicted to this website..


www.orisinal.com

so nice! rarr.. okok.. i need to go play.. post longer some time.. xD